יום שלישי, 21 בדצמבר 2010

stop exist


 sometimes I  wanna suicide,
sometimes I wanna fall, 
to close my eyes, to fall asleep, 
and never wake in the summer, spring,
winter, or fall.
when the toll of my life gets too high,
and I can't open my wings, can't fly,
sometimes I wanna die.
I have no will to breathe, to see, to feel.
darkness seems very homely,
very warm.

I wanna stop think,
I wanna run away..
I don't wanna go to heaven,
I don't wanna go to Elsewhere.
I wanna stop be alive,
I wanna stop exist.

because it's simple.
because i want to stop to live.

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